I noticed how at peace I am and then all of a sudden some strange things start to happen. Blasts from the past are trying to come back around, people only trying to use who I am instead of being truthful with me...It's the whole attack with tests for me!
I feel like I've handled everything with grace including giving myself the space to not be so uptight about the things taking place. In a matter of 48 hours, people have been trying to pry into my light as if it was "their" prize possession when really it is mine.
"I wish you would come down off that high horse", he said. "I'm not going to chase you"...Another one bites the dust! The belief in someone else's head that I should really lower my standards to give them what they want...
"LEAVE ME ALONE", is what I really want to scream.
I've sat at my desk preparing the tasks for the day. My anxiety picked up a little because things that were not in the plans for the day has transpired. It has thrown me off just a little but from what I thought I would have accomplished by this time of the day.
Yet again, here I am allowing myself to feel and have a little grace. I just want to work and live happily ever after but the tests are some that are not up for me to battle. I bowed my head and said a prayer...
"Maintain perspective to stay focused and in the will of God".
So as I get my life together I'm asking and praying that whatever is not supposed to be there Leave Me Alone! Allow me the space to focus on what God's will is for me. Not yours!
