Finally, I was done letting it all out

For 2 weeks now, I've faulted myself tooth and nails to give up my business and my writing company. I have applied to over 100 jobs, had maybe 4-5 interviews from those, and have yet to land something that I know I'd love.😓

For almost a month now I've been house shopping and every time I finish looking I go home more stressed out and depressed than when I began. 🏡

Last night, on Valentine's Day, I went home sad and depressed. Hoping that what I chose to do would be the best decision for me. I drank my wine and cried in his arms as he rubbed my back reclaiming and reaffirming to me that everything would be ok. 💗

Finally, I was done letting it all out!

He stood in front of me, a shot of whiskey in hand, stating "This is for you. This season you're in is humbling you and teaching you patience. You cannot do everything on your own."👅

" Repeat after me...Walk by faith and not by sight"👏

I took a deep breath and repeated it back as I felt the world slowly release from my shoulders. I decided some things and I decided that I would give my business my all just as I have done in the past and that I would not give up on myself. What was given to me from God would be fully nurtured again!💪

I came to my office this morning ready to tackle whatever came my way and I have yet to break today which I'm very proud of. I found a solution to a project that is almost nearing the deadline which I'm super glad about. 👍

So to anyone that is going through a storm, for anyone that wants to give up, I'd tell you to reevaluate, pray, and keep going. It is hard to fight through the processes but you'll come out much stronger and a much better healed person with so much experience about life. I want anyone looking at me or watching me to know that it is ok to keep going. Keep fighting, keep living, keep breathing...it is only a test! You got this!💅