Anybody else transforming?!

Is anybody else feeling their transformation deeply or is it just me?

Is anybody else having these really vivid dreams with these messages being sent to you as clear as day?

...The last couple of days has felt like I'm living in a dream.

The things that I prayed about and for are beginning to manifest.

The reality of the fact that things are progressing is making me anxious, yet excited...

In the last portion of 2021, I tried to ignore it and act like it wasn't happening although I could feel it

But now, especially today, I feel all the urges to keep pushing and not be afraid

I feel the reasons and the "whys" concerning why God has never given up on me.

And although I know there may be people who believe God to be something other than what I speak of...

Please know that whether boy, man, or girl, crystals, sage, or holy oil I personally believe that it is all the same!

But back to the evolution...

House hunting, pre-approval, back to therapy, master's degree in hand, business thriving, daughter building character and starting to read...

She's actually becoming so independent that sometimes it scares me but nonetheless, it is confirmation that she is confident enough to grow and that is A-Ok with mommy.

I woke up from a dream this weekend that gave me even more confirmation to continue to push through what I may see as things falling apart. 

A big part of me hears God say, "How bad do you want it? Are you going to give up or go harder?"

If you know me then you know the ONLY answer is to continue 

...with new insight and new wisdom of course.

I'm excited about this transformation and how feminine I stand each day relinquishing the thoughts of always having to handle things on my own and appreciating the fact that I have decided for myself that I actually do deserve the very best that God wants me to have...

The only thing about transformation is the growing pains of releasing to be filled all over again...

How you have to stand in the mirror realizing that you are no longer the person you used to be...

So to me and everybody else feeling the transformation...

Keep going baby and don't look back!