Surrender and Faith

 

I blew out my candles and felt deeply disconnected but then I spoke a word... Not Without My Ancestors.

I believed again that God was first in my life. I accepted him back and needed to release so much that I hid in the back. I had to search for myself and heal! 

God made 2020 look so cloudy to so many people yet, he made things in 2020 vision for me. He said to work but also believe in him. I have been tremendously blessed in 2020. A few bumps and bruises but I've been pushing myself. It is so funny how we sit and imagine life for ourselves and then we are forced to surrender to what our callings are. I was told to use my platform for his glory. 

So here I am, both Natosha and A Mouthful, giving honor to The Most High for everything he has done in my life, everything he is doing in life, and everything he has already placed his hands on for me. I am honored to be a servant leader. I've tried time and time again to run away from my passion but I am faced with the reality of "Me" every single time I try to run. 

It is accepting that I am a writer, I am a great woman, and a mother. I am believing and working for a cause that is much bigger than what I've ever imagined. I write and express what is meant to be said to those who may not be brave enough to keep going after life told you to give up...DON'T YOU EVER GIVE UP! 

The hardest battles are given to the strongest soldiers. If you have been given a task here on Earth it is only right that you accept it, preferably now so that life can flourish for you. I pray that every single word I share with anyone reading any of my posts the best of what God has for you. I am surrendering and having faith that I am on the right path!